First Blood

Got overran by the Maths paper today. Still in a daze when I left the exam hall. But glad that one paper down.. so like..... 5 more to go? Wooo... can't wait man.

Studying is becoming a chore for me liao. That should not be the case as although I am a slacker, but I still like to learn new stuffs and gain more knowledge. But guess that my pace is definitely much slower than others or what the University expect of for a 'good student'. "Does it really matter what grade I get?" Who can really said that loud to everyone? Bravo to you if you can. Is it really a case of sour grape or lost of hope for the one who said that? Will a guy who got As said that? To a guy who got As... is he real smart or exam smart? To someone who is struggling in his grades, is he really stupid and can he survive the outside world when he graduate? I think there is no right or wrong answer.... and the answer differs from everybody. Haii... headache headache..

The debate about good guys and jerks are too 'over-emphasis' liao lah. What's wrong with a good guy? What good about a bad guy? Again no model answer. But there seems to be a fixed pattern if one wants to enjoy his own life...
1) Be good to yourself. Don't torture yourself by doing things that you don't like.
2) Be good for yourself. Live your life for yourself ( and also for your love ones ). Don't let unpleasant things influence about your ideals and attitudes.
3) Be good about yourself. And you will exude confidence.

Kaoz... I'm hungry after all the ranting.