Where Are You?

Where are you? Shout... so that I can hear you and find you. I search in vain for you. You seemed so elusive. One moment I thought I have you... then you are gone. I run so that I can find you in the shortest possible time, but I fell and wasted more time instead. Then I walk.. but soon I lose patience and ends up sulking by the road side. Please... don't hide from me anymore. I am on the verge of giving up.. throw everything down and just walked away. I don't want that to happen to me. Hope.. however thin.. is still binding me together. I am not sure how long will it last. Where are you? Tell me so that I can find you...