Deepest Fear

Im shocked after he had left the train. I tried not to show it, but i dunno how well did i hide it. Hypocrite. I mean me. Even when im typing this, im still shocked. No.. more of lost. Juz like a scout lost in enemy terrain. Everywhere in the jungle looks the same to u. U r alone... food n water r running out. Enemy is searching high n low for u. U started to panick. U dunno whether to cont bashing ard blindly, or juz sit down n cry. U juz wan to go bk to the Base Camp n forget abt everything..

Every steps i took seemed to bring me to one place. The same place. I looked bk n tot tat im walking ard in circles. ??

Wat started out as a harmless conversation made me found out things tat i cant handle... shit why like tat one. This is no fantasy.. this is reality slapping me hard in the face. Wake up ass-hole.. Reality seemed to scream tat in my face. Haha.. tot tat im Yao Ming guarding Shaq O-neil but he still managed a powerful 2-hand slam on my face. Tat hurts.

A dog was wandering aimlessly ard the City in the morning. It is enjoying itself in the morning sun n the fresh air. But it was hungry. It had not eaten for one whole day. Then it saw some dog food by the kerb side. Cant believe it's luck. It ran happily towards it when suddenly a big fierce dog rushed out... snaring and barking n threatening to tear the poor little dog apart. Terrified.. the little dog made a run for it.. barely escaping the powerful jaws of it's attacker.

Then it went to the park to have a drink by the pool. "Hey cuttie cuttie!" a pretty little girl said as she approached the dog. The dog though still hungry... but is satisfied to have a little love. "Shoo shoo bad dog.. go away!" shouted a auntie n she attempted to throw a stone at it. Again, terrified.. the little dog had no choice but to run again.

Tired, sad, n hungry, the little dog wandered ard. Then it reached a butcher shop. It stared at those delicious meat hanging there. A menacing looking Ah Pei came out from the store n stared bk, wif a butcher knife on his hand. But the little dog din noticed. "Thump!!" the little dog jumped bk in shock... but there is a pc of meat in front of it! And a big one too! "There u go.. enjoy ur meal." the Ah Pei said. Then he disappeared into the shop. The dog was very happy n kept wagging it's tail as it ate it's food..